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Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
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7:20 am - Question of the day...
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what does it matter if you don't try?
Words are so empty without action.
If you care, you try.
P.S: I love my guild. <3 They're too good to me sometimes. Thank you for the support today guys, it means so much. I'm liking the new valhalla much better than the old one.
http://www.iro-valhalla.co.uk/video/valhmovie.wmv
Old Valhalla <3 I loved that too
current mood: Emo
current music: Lighthouse Family - Lost in Space
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| Saturday, December 17th, 2005
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8:13 pm - If you're a sin / sinx using a hybrid jur....
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And do less than 700 with buffs and endows/aspersio, please end your life.
That is all.
current mood:  amused
current music: Rednex - Cotton Eye Joe
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| Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
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8:05 pm - Oh dear
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So I went to PVP today with a new friend of sorts, to learn about Scholar skills. ( I really want one now btw. Inspired to level my sage more. )
When I alt tabbed to Ragnainfo for a bit and there's a rant about people assuming all sinX are SD sinX. Which I hate myself. More than that though, these two sinX came out of cloak and started SDing everyone. I mean it was cool. They'd sneak up in claok, SD and run run run and cloak again so nobody could see them. Well, the party owned them and one of them came back with a high priest and a high Wiz. (I respect he'd picked a fight too big for himself I guess) and I sat there while he SDed me 3 times to kill me, while I was following their party around and covering their backs. <3 Technocrazy. Course I didn't expect to be taken out by his partymate SD sin so I sort of just watched in awe as he did like 4k hits to me one after the other with like 1 sec delays between eachother. I laughed about it on ragnainfo.... and I was told...
You should go remake cause honestly xellie you're just a joke. GL fleeing magic in woe , alway trying to talk down on other people choice of building their characters.
I read this and then it struck me. I'm a fool for not making the popular or commmon build that people flaunt around because they feel its the best. I realise I should indeed delete and remake SD so I can kill people in PVP, which I visit maybe once every 3 months. /swt
Deleting, BRB.
I've nothing against SD sins... I'm just kinda pissed people overlook the other kinds of sinx. I mean we exist and we can do somethings better than SD sinx. (like live)... oh and cloak SD, cloak SD is ... boring. It's like playing in easy mode, ya know?
current mood: cheerful
current music: Disney - Disney - Hercules - Zero to Hero
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| Friday, September 16th, 2005
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5:48 pm - Laff :3
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A few days ago, I did a search on my name in google, because I was bored.
I found this quote among other things (like a mRO player going by the name of "neko Xellie" oo)
"I kept fryst monk with sp and he pumped blues if needed and he killed xellie any moment he saw her. I think he was getting a rush out of doing that lol."
I didn't know who this person was, but I quoted it in my Ragnainfo.net sig as "Unknown person's Ro Diary" followed by "hehehehe" Thinking they might actually own up to it, if not oh well.
Well, oh boy when she found out.... the poor girl was so upset :(
She PMed me in Ragnainfo with this:
Subject:Quote
If your going to steal a quote from my RO diary Xellie at least be kind enough to consult me frist and or put my name not unkown. I dont appriate you taking something I wrote without asking me first. Or at least crediting my name.
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iro Chaos
Velvet 96/50 Wizard
Chibi Pix 99/50 Woe Based Hunter (male char)
Pixel 83 FS Priestist
Silky 76 Dancer
Oh wait, is she upset because I didn't credit her...? Hmm.... So I reply...
I didnt know who you were. *shrug*
Her:
Well only place you could of taken that from is my Diary. And it says my name on my diary could of least asked me before using it I dont care just the fact you stated it as unkown.
me:
Eh, I don't know who you are, but I feel I have a right to use it, since you went ahead and spoke about me in a public place, k?
Last I checked, my and fryst were cool too. hmm
Her:
It may be in a public place but your using something i wrote without consulting me and not stating my name i am Pixel. Fryst is my best friend and i am closet to him then anyone else and he doesnt appriate that you took the quote off my diary without asking me
Me:
I dont appreicate being giggled at ^^ now Im going in game you and he both know where to reach me.
Her:
How hard is it to simpley credit my writing and or take the quote off completely xellie. And if you noticed the quote is directed at Fryst not you. I was talking about his enjoyment in woe and you happen to be one of
the ppl he killed. How is that giggling at you. Just because your name is stated does not mean i am directing something at you.
Me:
Just accept that it offended me, maybe you should think about that first.
Her:
I don't have to accept anything Xellie. If you know how to read youd know it wasnt directed towards you. Just because your name was stated does not mean i was directing anythign bad towards you. And if you wish to keep
it up there Fine but id appriate credit given to my name. Since i wrote it.
Me:
Intentional or not, I was offended.
(p.s: in this situation most people would apologize)
Her:
You need to grow up then. Someone else was having fun in a game and you happened to be there and he was killing you omg get over it. I havnt said anything bad to you i have done nothing to you what so ever. If
anything my feelings are hurt because you can not agology that i wrote it. I ask you simple to state my name. Yet you cant do that you just steal a quote from my ro diary without asking me if you could use it. I have nothing to be sorry about. And there is nothing offensive about that quote. All you have to do is simple state my name xellie and i wont bother you. And id also like to know how its so offensive. Because I dont see it since the quote is not directed at you in any offensive way.
me:
Because there are many other people in WoE to Asura? Do I need to be targetted? To put it bluntly, the post came across as "we asura Xellie, it was fun teehee"
If you need to make such a thing public.. then fine. Giggle about killing me in WoE in public. it's not really even
slightly belittling or humilating to me at all is it?
You not might think its a big deal, fine. Then I dont think not naming you is a big deal. Or you can accept that I was bothered by the post and like wise, I will accept you are bothered by my quoting you.
simple, k?
Her:
That is acceptable. And fine i will accept that you where affend by it ok? All i ask is that you state my name. Plus if anyone else finds it offensive they at least know who to go to to blame.
And now....
http://www.rodiary.com/Pixel
9/15/2005 - As of Now
Because of upsetting recent events I will no longer be making public posts. If you want to read my Diary you must be registered as a Friend. Feel free to let me know if you wish to be part of my Friends list.
BECAUSE IF I TALK ABOUT SOMEONE IN MY RODIARY AND THEY QUOTE IT, ITS COPYRIGHT INFRINGMENT AND I WILL CRY ABOUT IT.
Seriously, she must have been shaking in rage, or in tears, because her typing to me became so terrible... Anyway I said if she doesn't apologise for her post I'll show the world what a little crybaby she was over this *shrug* 5 mins of amusemnt at least.
Okay I'm done being an asshole to some random person, Enjoy.
current mood: amused
current music: O-Zone - Despre Tine
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| Thursday, July 14th, 2005
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6:03 pm - Random musing
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Its really hard to put into words how I look at Valhalla and how proud I am of the way things are going.
I love you all <3
current mood: complacent
current music: Turtle Island BGM >_
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| Sunday, July 10th, 2005
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5:04 pm - ^0^
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SIN X SIN X SIN X SIN X SIN X SIN X SIN X SIN X SIN X SIN X SIN X SIN X !!
current mood: accomplished
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4:58 pm - Emo emo
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| Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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7:22 am - Gravity are noobs
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WTF? Sakray you are a failure.
Isn't the point of the test server so we don't get these kind of problems?
I wake up at 6:30am to rebirth at server up..... I COULD HAVE SLEPT MORE.
Bastards
current mood:  anxious
current music: O-Zone - Dragostea Din Tei
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| Monday, June 27th, 2005
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8:39 am - ...
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Bah.
Stuck on my own in RO and recieving a fuckton of hate from people that don't even know me.
Wouldn't frustrate me so much if I could actually progress.
I feel quitting coming along soon.
Adios.
current mood:  blah
current music: Ragnarok Online remix 66 - Nagai Takuya
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| Friday, June 24th, 2005
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11:44 pm - Sometimes, I fucking hate you.
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I think I'm slowly edging towards that phase where I want to quit RO. If it can go wrong it does go wrong.
Lets look at it - I played this game and developed my char to work with a friend, I levelled with her all the way and such. I wanted to try things like MVP, WoE - little things outside of regular monster killing.... fair enough.
I came up with builds and levelled hard. I got some help from a friend, who I advised and stuff on their build. I spend all my zeny on equipping another friend (which I still do to an extent....)
Told some assassin friend my builds and equip ideas, which he took to try out himself (YES THIS MEANS YOU I KNOW YOU'LL GET TO READ THIS EVEN IF YOU DONT HAVE A RAGNAINFO ACCOUNT) which I didn't mind. later on, we're no longer friends for out of game reasons >.>
While my two favourite guilds go splat within the same week leaving me kinda stuck since my levelling partner quit and nobody else to work with... there goes my woe fun.... No zeny because I have nobody to hunt with... and of course "who wants to MVP with an assassin" No guild to happily woe with... while all this is going on
I get to watch a sin who built off my same ideas, to the fucking letter, I get to hear him gloat about how everyone loves him, how he's wanted in parties, goes MVPing with about 60 bajillion people, how his guild treat him as oh so important because he's their best emp breaker and bitch about how he's so fucking poor and how -I- owe him for some non existant debt no more than seconds after I'd just mentioned I was down to my last 100k.
I wouldn't mind so much, but I am talking about a guy that would/does bitch about how everyone hates him, how poor he is, etc, etc. Yet he's promptly managed to do everything I wanted and have 10 times the zeny at any one time.
Fucking murphy's law, give me a break. I've never had a rare from an OBB, in over 40 levels from 70~ 90 on two different charatcers I've never found a rare in chiv. I've never managed to upgrade past +5 and I've tried a hell of a lot. I did MVP a bit.... of course, when my MVP partners realised Asura monks can do it better, suddenly, the monks girlfriend was jealous if I came on the MVP parties. (hmm....) I can MVP well, dammit, if I have someone to come with me. But usually the priests are too busy... or even as my best friend said "It takes too long to kill an MVP" untill I cajoled her into coming to the GD with me, where we disposed of doppel in around 45 seconds, help of a wiz friend :P ... Yet, I am still refused if I ask to go MVP - not that they are around often.
Of course, like regular monsters, MVPs never drop anything either. The one time my power goes out or I get called AFK (which is a very rare event at the best of times) you can GUARANTEE a rare dropping from an MVP. This happened on 5 occassions at least :(
There's the same friends I get to party with once in a while. Yet, fucktard who does everything I wanted to do, gets to party with them first/more and they always do well together.
-.-;; the conclusion to this rant is this. They bitch and whine and moan about how badly things go for them in RO while achieving things I would be mildly happy with. The day I actually upgrade something to +6, get to go on a good MVP party or just have a priest that will come with me( like I fucking built for), go on a hunt and actually find a raydric card, two years after starting my search, I'll be happy. Instead of watching whiny bastard go MVPing, upgrading rare armors to +7 and just seemingly though not on purpse as far as I know manage to achieve everything I spoke to him about doing, before I manage to do it.
the next time someone compares me to him saying Im crap and he's great, you know what, I freaking advised his build and I remember spending hours justifying the use of triple crit jurs to him, since he thought I was nuts. Yet he uses one... before I could buy mine. And many such things.
Yes, you're better than me because you copied what I wanted to do. got the equips, got the stats, got the people. Stop bitching at me.
Edit: Decided against putting this on ragnainfo, you fucking idiot. If you don't want me getting mad at you and draggin up your bullshit past, I suggest you stop bitching to dreamscape about me.
Angelys : what did u die from
Xellie : whats it to you?
Blessing canceled.
Your Speed has decreased.
Angelys : just wondering
Aira : lol
Xellie : no I didnt die to the mvp
You got Red Herb 1
Aira : lol
Aira : we know htat
Xellie : 15 strong nightmare mob
Aira : that*
Angelys : i know it wasnt the mvp
Angelys : lol thats it?
Raikentan : HOLY ZHIT
Xellie : lol ya
Guildsman Raikentan has connected.
Angelys : glenn tanks more that
Angelys : lol
Xellie : ...
Inspiration for this rant. I don't even know who the fuck that monk is, but you know.... Either tell them to quit it or face the consequences. If you don't like dealing with a pissed me, then don't get people to piss me off on your behald.
current mood:  bitchy
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| Sunday, June 12th, 2005
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8:17 pm - Suggestion list for gravity... >.>
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Some way of showing if people are ilde in guild/party window. please. Along with the AFK messages :3 and prolly easier to impliment.
What's this about rogues stealing backbacks to take items out of your inventory!! I want an assassin equivelant, you know.... like being able to PK..... like an assassin.
Hell, people should be able to go the assassin guild, pay a fee and give them a name. Then sins could come back and check randomly. Get the name and go PK that person on any map at any time. Then get paid for it. Please please please.
current mood: lazy
current music: MGS2 - SubstanceSkatingRemix
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8:14 pm - pssssh
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Someone get this whiny alchem off my tail! All I said was they have a harder time levelling so they most likely get more consideration for help by their guildies and they've gone off on a rant about how 90% of chems solo, how ever other class is bettr than them in woe and they have no use whatsoever.
Not my fault if you're in guild with inconsiderate twats m'dear ^_~
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1:32 am - Assassins Suck.
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No, actually, assassins don't fucking suck. They're just -different- that's all. And if you can't see the advantages to playing an assassin, please, delete it and make a hunter or a wizard you spoilt brats.
They might not be as desirable as other classes for partying with. Wizards can kill mobs, as can Grand cross crusaders. Knights used to be able to mob better with endure, Hunters kill really fast and other classes are more beneficial in WoE and tend to be granted more help. When people accept a class is difficult to level they are often more prepared to help them. One a guild has one or two good assassins, they don't need more.
So, that's a fact, assassins great soloability leaves them with little support unless they have close friends, 90% of the time, your typical assassin will be seen soloing.
Annoying yes. Does it put people off levelling their assassin? Also yes. People wonder why assassins bitch about their skills and levelling so much, that's probably why. There are many classes that are accepted as being harder to level, look at alchemists, SVD knights, vit bard/dancer and the non-GC brand of crusader.... again, because it's accepted they have a hard time, they get more help.
Now, I'm not bitching about it being hard to level an assassin. I'm certainly not going to say assassins suck either. It is true that I do actually have 5 different assassins, each one built differently. Some of them are fast levelling builds, others are vit based and I've accepted they will be slow to level. But I'm not going to sit down and bitch about what is it that will make that assassin hard to level, that being a lack of active skills... Instead I'm just going to flaunt my ability to dual wield fortune swords and compete with knights in mobbing ability. I'm going to run around PVP on my low level vit sin and beat the shit out of people and prove what I can do. You'll see me dual wielding stat daggers and enjoying my 100% crit rate, because you know what, I love being able to do things other classes can't do. I enjoy being put down as not being able to do certain things and proving people wrong. I can MVP and I can PVP, I might be shown up by Asura monks and hunters, but they're overpowered anyway.
There's a reason I prefer playing my sins to my other chars, Hunter is too easy, I can trap and kill stings until the cows come home, wizzies aren't much better. On my knight and my rogue, I bitch about having to overcome defence using str, or have more weapons, or dex. I miss my high flee and with the exception of my knight, I hate my HP modifiers too. I miss being able to switch from a steady 400ish damage to a steady 1.3k damage.
So whats this rant about?
I really do hate it when people bitch about how much sins suck. There are reasons people may be put off their assassin and get a little whiny, who hasn't been there? But they gotta ask themselves, is their progress held back because of their class? Their chosen build? Their levelling partners? Their way of levelling? It could be anything, but most often narrowed down to "being an assassin".
I also hate the way these people reflect on assassins as a whole. We don't ALL bitch and whine about our class (Hey, I have better things to bitch and whine about, like the whiners) some assassin players are very appreciative of what the class can and can't do.
The cloaking upgrade certainly isn't overpowering. Maybe it puts sins on par wth other classes when it comes to usefulness in PVP/WoE and for sure, its a lot of fun to cloak around in PVM. I wasn't really concerned about the update coming, to me, it just meant I'd have a skill to dick around with. Levelling for me remains one monster after one monster after one monster unless I'm with my M.E priest partner.
Side rant 1: WTF does my build have to do with you?
Hey see that assassin over there critting for 200s? Do you have to come up and tell me to remake and get more str? Go die please. I build how I want. I don't recall anyone having set standards on how to build a char. I'm 99 and you're not right? Doesn't that say something? Maybe I have the wrong weapon on or I'm not properly equipped.
I really hate it when people think they know-it-all and have to comment and insult people for their builds. It's not hurting you and it none of your business, so politely fuck off.
Side rant 2: Legacy of the white pony. Not every level 99 char you see on Chaos is LoDed -_-;; Contrary to popular belief, 99s did exist before LoD, and there were other ways of levelling. Not every 99 was in a guild that let them leech to their hearts content. Some of us worked damn hard to get those auras. When I play on a character that is over two years old, I think it's safe to say I didn't rely on LoD to get that aura (sup guild dungeon ^^ ) So why don't you people who insist on insulting all level 99s by accusing them of being LoDed noobs or whatever, just shut the fuck up and stop beating the dead white horse.
.....And assassins don't suck, dammit.
A rant bought to you by listening to whiny noob sins T_T
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| Saturday, June 11th, 2005
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9:40 pm - Hmm
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| Friday, May 20th, 2005
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5:59 pm - 98->99 progress update
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Wah, I lost 2 hours of artwork thanks to OC chewing up the save file.
HATE YOU OC!
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I'm on 75.5%, that is all.
current mood:  crappy
current music: McVaffe - Tetris McVaffeQuasi Ultimix OC ReMix
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| Monday, May 16th, 2005
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3:08 am - Art
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| Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
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4:18 pm - Pif
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4:12 pm - Valhalla
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4:10 pm - Blah blah blah
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I don't often use this journal, if ever for personal bitching. But I guess today comes under one of those exceptions.
You just know, its the nitro7 thing.
Something dumb just happened >_>; I'd removed nitro7 from my history and everything. Never going back. Too much bullshit - eh, flicking through my history on my laptop to get iro.ragnarokonline.com I accidentally hit ro.nitro7.com. Some stupid bitch didn't clear her laptop histroy, did she?
So like a fool I searched on my name. yeah they talk about me u.u Why the fuck I did that I don't know. Dumbass.
And FYI Pharaun, I have played 48 hours solid before now, but never ever again ~_~ EVER.
I wish I knew why Shera got so mad at me ages back. She been acting iffy to me for a while. like the last time we spoke it was "Dont fall out of contact!"... "okay I wont" When she quitted iRO for WoW. Yet I never saw her on any messengers ever after that. Learned this. She had me blocked --;; So if people have a problem, why can't they just say it. She also badly misinterpreted something I said in PM later on, but that's okay >:3 I don't even know if it's worth the trouble of trying to explain to her where she read it wrong!
BTW, I LOL at nitro taking down the site "Because of Xellie" even if I'd have gotten unbanned... I wouldn't have gone back. Except maybe to pick up a few AIM names and things... oh whoops, I did that anyway! ^0^
Okay, meh, reason I must post this, I'm pretty fed up of explaining this story over and over and over in game / AIM w/ever.
The mods at nitro7 or a mod I don't know who, had been editting my posts for the longest time >_>;; Now you see, here's the thing, hidden cube was being a tard. So I thought it was him. But yes, when we both got demodded, it continued. Ever wonder why I fucked off to ragnainfo? There's your answer. Ever wonder why I stayed at nitro7 at all? Heres the answer to that
3 day ban, fine. I care not. Lets note that the mods / admin have not PMed me ever - even when the Xellie vs Hidden Cube crap was going down. Any statement of warning or talking to or trying to sort things is greatly exaggerated!
It wasn't a 3 day ban, it was perm. How'd I find out? leet hacking skills/mod friend/psychic powahs! Believe what you will.
nitro knew what would happen. Every moderator warned him. He chose to do that.... Not my fault! Remember! I just made a statement saying I was about to leave the forums forever.... Ooooooo nitro could perm ban me and nobody would be any wiser.... -.-;; how dumb does he think people are?
At anyrate, I guess I'm not too bothered by that in particular. People fall in and out of popularity *shrug* you just knew something like that would happen eventually. Though I didn't expect to be a scapegoat for the shutdown of the entire forum XD
Ahh yeah nitro nerfed my webspace too >.>; So..... unexpected. Even though me and him have never exchanged a harsh word. No doubt after this little stunt, if things continue, there will be some harsh words exchanged and maybe even some secrets revealed. (I wasn't joking when I said if I hated Shera, I could say some stuff to really hurt her. I just didn't hate her nor had reason to say anything. When I pointed this out she took it as a threat -.-;;; I'd call her an airhead but......) I'm sure they can say things in kind to hurt me if they so want. I trusted them with some information I'd only trust to friends. Lets hope things never reach that scale.
Ahaha... it just occured to me... -.-;; They say I'm a drama queen and like to make things public? Duuuude, I didn't shut down / move an entire community cause my best friend misread something!
On a side note. Glad I didn't "Carry on the nitro7 guild" like Shera asked me to consider :P Maybe that's why she got all pissy at me in the first place, who knows. Glad to have that reputation off my back.
Personally, I'm gonna build a botting, cheating, GM halp free reputation with my guild. Sure, we face a fair amount of competition, but thats where the game is at for me.
Now, let us never speak of nitro7 again ^_^;;
Thank you Magnapersian for the kind gift. I was really touched when you gave it to me. Nice to know there are nice kind people who still support me out there. I <3 you all.
current mood: apathetic
current music: Regal Ruin - Regal Ruin - Vocals
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| Sunday, February 6th, 2005
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6:40 pm - Oo;
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